Down Down and Down

Sometimes i really wonder why i can't seem to do simple maths, even when i tried to 'start from the beginning'. Maybe its a matter of intelligence. I have always belived that by working hard maybe i can overcome my 'shortage of intelligence', but it seems that i might be wrong, very wrong. I have always work hard, harder then alot of people but it seems that i can only achieve that much. Whether in life or in studies, i feel that i have might have already reached my limit.

Nothing much to say at the moment, as usual i'm always lost of words......getting 27 letters to work corporatively with me is quite a chore so i guess its better for me to go grab some food and think of what to do later.....
Just another thought....where are all my friends???? Haha.

Appendicitis

Ok, see my post title???? A-PPEN-DI-CI-TIS. If u like it, u may cal it Appendici-shit. It has got something to do with your food not wanting to be squeeze /drown whatever u call it...So what the food do??? They find some USELESS part of the body which happens to be something called the APPENDIX[see how it relates to appendici-shit] and hide in there to punish u for eating them. And thats' what happened to me.....
Woke up on Wednesday feeling sick, go see chinese physician no use, thurs go see doctor, refered me to the hospital, and after seeing 4-5 doctors, the biggest f*ck of them all could only tell me what they are only 70% sure that its appendici-shit. WTF!!!!!
Nevermind, put me on diet, tell me operation is on that night but didn't tell me the time. So i slp lor, then suddenly wake me up , tell me that i'm going for op now.....

'/fast forward to operating theatre'/
Was pushed inside there, damn stress, the doctors were all listening to class 95 whist preparing for my op, injected me with anesthetics, cough twice and blacked out.

/'op finished liao'/
First thing i heard was:"It is painful??? want me inject u with painkillers??" Freak man, tell them to try letting ppl cut them up and see pain or not...just inject la......wah liew
Was pushed outside the OT, quite relived to see my parents....first time see them so worried about, really touched;)

Finally, i wish to thank the following ppl for coming to visit me during my 'chalet' in the hospital:
Mom+Dad+Yan+Quan+Fred+joyce+hasitha+4thAunt+5thAunt+Alvin+JK

Study and Sleep

Didn't really bother about posting anything here for the last few days......Everyday reach home feel like dieing liao. School is fine, just that i keeps on falling asleep. Selected an accounting elective, joined the class only @ the 3rd lecture, can't understand anything so sleep. I think i can only study in the middle of the night.
I'm trying to strengthen my mathathematics foundation nowadays, so go where also have a maths text in my bag. Whenever i can find free time where i got nothing to do, i take it out and read-do alittle. I hope tat by doing this, i can overcome my fear in mathematics.
Some times i wonder that having whether 24hrs/day is enough or not, it doesn't seem enough to me or maybe i have problems with my time management???
I guess its enough for today, and Happy National Day to everyone!!!!! And i think that the only good thing about National day is the holiday:P

My Rantz...

To those who checks out my blog, well i'm back....... was busy with school work these few days so didn't really bother to blog. Wellz, i guess its different in Uni. Poly life was less stressful, in uni we have to take care of things our selves. From arranging our timetable to choosing subjects to take. Find your own lecture notes, tutorials and lapsheets. Find the correct LT, tutorial rooms, labs when they dont give u the address. In uni, self-study is very important. No, extremely important. The professors there simply assumes that u know alot, so they tend to go rather fast, skipping chapters etc. I'm starting to think that those PBL skills i acquired during my time in TP is coming to good use although this time round i don't need to search for the correct books, i simply use the money i saved up to buy books. Was pondering whether i should by the Calculus textbook for quite some time, going to use it for like only 1month plus and it costs $40.50. Then i realised that inside the book, there's this preliminary chapter which revises maths that are fundamental to Calculus which is what i wanted so i went ahead and spluge on it. Although i've been trying to revise my secondary school mathematics,i never go far cause i got problems maintaining my work consistency. Sometimes i wonder why i'm i a engineering student when my mathematics is so damn poor. I guess i should really work on my fundamentals real hard. If...If i manage to cope with my maths this sem, i might consider taking up minor in Mathematics cause i feel that its quite a interesting subject. Some people think that i'm contridicting myself, wellz i guess i'm this type of person. Can't really decide what i like and what i don't. Just take what comes to me, shallow it, digest it, shit it.

I'm starting to think that this blog is becoming a place for me to broadcast my egoistic thinking. For me to rant rant and rant. For me vomit out words inside myself incase it cause some emotional indigestion.
I didn't bother to check my english so if u find that u cant understand what i'm trying to say, simply interpret it the way u like it. Going to slp le, later got lecture. Good Day!!!