doing freelance
Wellz, the past 2 weeks had been erm.....boring for me. I'm currently doing a website for a company, its not well done. Was hoping to gain some confidence through semi-professional work but i guess i didn't have the talent for it. As always, i will try to do my best and see how it goes. It might go the bad way like my time in the army, or the good way like.......i guess maybe my exams???
Will keep u ppl updated on my life now and again.....;)
Break Even...
GPA remains at 4. Hiaz.....would an A be better???
I have got no full A for this exam and a B- for maths. Hope i can do better next time round. Got to work smarter next time. Hiaz...
Make or Break
Just received part of my results.
| 2005 | 1 | CPE101 | EX |
| 2005 | 1 | CPE102 | EX |
| 2005 | 1 | CPE103 | B- |
| 2005 | 1 | CPE104 | EX |
| 2005 | 1 | CPE105 | A- |
| 2005 | 1 | CPE110 | EX |
| 2005 | 1 | CPE180 | EX |
| 2005 | 1 | CPE201 | B+ |
| 2005 | 1 | CPE202 | A- |
| 2005 | 1 | GE1 | EX |
| 2005 | 1 | GERPE1 | EX |
Short of 1 subject which is accounts. My current CGPA is @ 4 now. So my accounts have to get @ least a B+ to maintain it, which is rather unlikely. It seems that i took a bad risk. My heart has been pounding non stop for over an hour le, just because of that subject.
Botanic Garden "Adventure"
MeetUp
Meet Wilson, Zhaowei and William for dinner, meet @ orchard, as usual William was late..lol, while waiting for William @ the MRT station, Wilson is entertaining both Zhaowei and myself with his "unusual" taste for gals, from that we can see that Wilson like Lians, the more lian the better...haha(Dont get angry wilson, just a joke). As always, zhaowei got a nickname for wilson whenever we meet, this time it is "Ji Hu Kia(johor boy)" and of course this nickname is accompanied by a bogus job;The Dvd seller or something like that.
Adam Road
After Sng arrived, Zhaowei bought us to Adam Road for Lasi Lemak. The food as Okay though i dun feel its fantastic,well...maybe the chilli. Next we went to serene centre for a stroll, most of the shops are closed so we spent our time browsing through the displays and hanging out @ the macdonalds.
Salty Fries
Bought a packet of fries @ mac and poured ALL of the provided seasoning onto the fries without the slightest idea how disgusting and salty that would make the fries...wasted my money...hiaz
Botanic Garden
After spending quite some time @ the mac, we went to the "park" that zhaowei said he bought huihui to....*tink tink tink*
He said about this park is linked to the botanic garden and that there was a nice waterfall..... So we went in , "played" with some swans, took photos...this is when zhaowei said that he wanted to go some garden that he saw on the map....so we walk on.....but who knows we ended up @ some posh resturant and the visitors center and i guess thats when we decided to walk to orchard road since its relatively near.......
Okay, i'm tired of writing liao, so lets end it.....we reach orchard road, go 7-11, i took bus home, sng mrt, wilson and zhaowei go somewhere else take bus....
Just some thoughts....Why do ppl like to smouch under an artificial waterfall @ night in the botanic garden???
Nonsence
Suddenly thought about my exams then all the bad feelings came back. Went to review all the exam papers again(those that i have not torn), and got this feeling that i'm going to fail more papers then i have expected or at least do badly. That's quite sad isn't it. But what to do and who to blame other then myself now. The feeling of doing badly is made worst when i think i can definetely do better then that. I guess the most positive thing i can do now is to put all these behind me and look ahead, but heck, thats difficult to achieve as well...at least thats the case for me, maybe because of my character.
Are my targets to high, or i'm too complacent or i'm just not good enough, i don't know the reason. People keeps telling me that getting a degree is good enough, you don't need to have a 1st class honours etc etc. Although that notion of thiers is not entirely untrue, i still find it rather hard to accept. I always have this belief:"Look higher, land higher".
Other people tells me that:"dun always look @ the bad side of things", but i feel thats particularly hard for me to do as well maybe because of the perssimist in me.
I guess thats it for today, didn't really know how to end the post elegantly(didn't have the quack with words as some of my friends do)
So good bye:)
