Am i a Mindless Freak???

To the above question, YES, i think i am. I'm that sort of person that will simply keep quiet when people ask me for comments. I have slow processing power and i wonder why. Although i appear to have views on certain topics, those views aren't totally mine. Even when i have my views, i wouldn't know how to voice it out in a clear and consise manner. Maybe i has got to do with my command on English, maybe i'm just to freaked out to speak. But as people say :"How successful you are depends on how well you communicate".

You may ask:" why this topic?" Two weeks ago, i attended an Financial Management class for my elective. Its a core subject for business students in NTU so naturally yan and myself are the minority there. That class is like a cultural shock for me. The atmosphere there is entirely different from those i've attended in. Students in that class are so vocal. Everyone seems to have thier views on anything and they don't hestitate to voice them out to the lecturer. Some of them even came close to 'licking the lecturer's shoes'. So in the end, i dropped that elective since i'm not prepared for all that. Anyway, what i wanted to bring out is, i'm shocked by how well people there are able to communicate thier thoughts and that is something i wish i could do.
Everytime when i want to voice my own thoughts, i get tougue tight and will eventually decide not to speak. Maybe i'm afriad that my views will cause me to be on bad terms with people or maybe i'm afriad i will look stupid.

Nothing much to say at this moment. Bye and have a nice day.

Updates

Wellz, i got my electives during the add/drop today. Going to take 6 subjects this sem -4 core, 2 electives.

Suddendly feel bored again....like not direction in life..so boring

Poor Dogs Part 2

Second Chinese dog cull planned
What the hell are those people thinking????!?!?!
Fuck them...no Rape them!!!